{"id":1548,"date":"2011-12-19T19:57:10","date_gmt":"2011-12-19T18:57:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/?p=1548"},"modified":"2011-12-19T19:57:10","modified_gmt":"2011-12-19T18:57:10","slug":"please-look-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/?p=1548","title":{"rendered":"Please, look away"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"thickbox\" href=\"http:\/\/lioso.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/12\/WP_000218aa.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; margin: 2px 10px 5px 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: left; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"WP_000218aa\" border=\"0\" alt=\"WP_000218aa\" align=\"left\" src=\"http:\/\/lioso.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/12\/WP_000218aa_thumb.jpg\" width=\"364\" height=\"484\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>You know I do not even exist. Don&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>De regalo una cosa que escrib\u00ed el 11-6-2011.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00bfQu\u00e9 escondes?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Buena pregunta. Escondo tantas cosas a los dem\u00e1s como a mi mismo. Mi yo real, reprimido, enjaulado, atado por mi raz\u00f3n e il\u00f3gica l\u00f3gica. No quiero que nadie lo vea, que nadie vea lo que tengo dentro m\u00edo, siquiera yo me atrevo a verlo. Le tengo miedo a pesar de que en realidad no es m\u00e1s que lo que yo soy. Pongo sonrisas, caretas, lo que tenga a mano, encima suyo. Con eso bastar\u00e1, me digo, mientras la ira bulle dentro a tal presi\u00f3n que de un momento a otro explotar\u00e1 como una estrella moribunda. Ira, furia, sue\u00f1os incumplidos, realidades convertidas en fantas\u00edas.<\/p>\n<p>Cierro los ojos. miro con la cabeza alta esperando que caiga una lluvia de esperanza. Los abro y el techo, imperturbable, me observa. Nos miramos tratando de hacernos hablar cuando lo que quiero en verdad es ser yo mismo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You know I do not even exist. Don&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1548"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1548"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1548\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1548"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1548"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lioso.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1548"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}